I tend to keep my inner MILF a secret, said Victoria Miller, a 41-year-old wife, mother and first-timer from the southern United States. People who know me would never expect me to be here, she said. They know me as a quiet woman. Maybe a little shy. The Victoria they know would never swim with sharks or drive in a police car. She would never jump out of a plane are have sex with a stranger on-camera. My kids think Im a fuddy-dud. I try to be that cool mom, and I know its not working. So this is me doing something for me that I never thought Id have the opportunity to do. Victoria came to 40SomethingMag.com because shes crossing off items on her bucket list. But dont go thinking that Victoria was a fuddy-dud before she came here. Her kids dont know it, but shes a swinger. She once had sex on the back of a jet ski in the middle of a lake. Shes into men as well as women, and she once had sex with a guy who was 15 years younger than her. Here, in her first porn video, Victoria sucks and f